Saturday, January 31, 2009

why...

Why does it always have to be the guy that does all the right things, makes the perfect impression, says everything that is expected??? Why can't we be allowed to have flaws, make mistakes and be fucking imperfect when it comes to relationships. It's pretty fucking easy for girls to sit back and criticize guys and how we go about pursuing relationships. You just sit there and let everything happen to you. So don't complain to me about always meeting jerks and never being with a nice guy. If you're not fricking proactive, don't say shit to me.

I'm forced to feel like every failed attempt with a girl is my fault. You twist words and feelings to make me feel bad. I'm not saying I don't mess up. I mess up all the time. But don't make me feel shitty when I'm just trying to do the right thing. When I'm trying to be a gentleman, a nice guy, when i'm trying to be myself.

I'll take my credit when and where it is due. But I want the other half to start stepping up and taking some fucking responsibility. Last I checked, this was America.

Out.